Wow August has been stressful af!
It feels like its just one thing after another. I think I have been running around just doing things to help and not really taking all that much time to decompress and relax. Can't really say much about who/what I was helping with, not my story to tell. Regardless it sucks.
Between the stress and wanting to actually talk to someone who would take my mind off things and them not responding. Double suck. I just get so frustrated. HOW HARD IS IT TO TEXT BACK?! Also if you don't want to talk to me just tell me once. I at least would be prepared mentally to be let down. I had to sit and stare at my phone waiting for a response that never came. How do I always get stuck in this cycle? More importantly, how do I get out?
All this has added up and is (according to me) one of the reasons I'm currently sick. Viral Fever. Triple Suck?
I think I just take on too much. I feel too much and I am constantly wanting to help people. Which is not really a very good idea every time. Not everyone will appreciate you. And not everyone is there for me personally when I need them. But I like to think that in some small way I'm putting some good out into the world by being there for people and someday, when I would really need it, someone would be there for me too. I'm also considering starting something solid in my bullet journal for Mental Health stuff. All recommendations welcome!
In the good news department, I was able to go see the tiny human this month. Which was probably the only thing that kept me sane. She is such a precious little thing. ♥ But she was sick too so that was sweet but also stressful.
The beginning of August started out great for me, but towards the middle, the stress level was at 10. I didn't really do anything relaxing. Didn't... Uff.. I don't want to post anything specific or too negative here. Does this post even make any sense? I don't know and I'll probably not re-check. Too tired.
Anyway... I hope September has a little more relaxation in store for me.
Good vibes and love to all you lovelies. Take care of you boo.
♥ TJ
It feels like its just one thing after another. I think I have been running around just doing things to help and not really taking all that much time to decompress and relax. Can't really say much about who/what I was helping with, not my story to tell. Regardless it sucks.
Between the stress and wanting to actually talk to someone who would take my mind off things and them not responding. Double suck. I just get so frustrated. HOW HARD IS IT TO TEXT BACK?! Also if you don't want to talk to me just tell me once. I at least would be prepared mentally to be let down. I had to sit and stare at my phone waiting for a response that never came. How do I always get stuck in this cycle? More importantly, how do I get out?
All this has added up and is (according to me) one of the reasons I'm currently sick. Viral Fever. Triple Suck?
In the good news department, I was able to go see the tiny human this month. Which was probably the only thing that kept me sane. She is such a precious little thing. ♥ But she was sick too so that was sweet but also stressful.
The beginning of August started out great for me, but towards the middle, the stress level was at 10. I didn't really do anything relaxing. Didn't... Uff.. I don't want to post anything specific or too negative here. Does this post even make any sense? I don't know and I'll probably not re-check. Too tired.
Anyway... I hope September has a little more relaxation in store for me.
Good vibes and love to all you lovelies. Take care of you boo.
♥ TJ
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